What's Going On In Your Life?

[[beej]]

...yeah, it has been a fun few days.

[benjamin]

Miss ya bunches, guys.

[Deleted]

I move to another country

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I changed my job and moved to Turkey. I live in nice place called Bodrum. To start new life for me was not so difficult. The main problem for me was to find new apartment.But real estate agent bodrum helped me to find new small apartment for me, near my new office.

[[beej]]

I’m down 35 pounds over the last month and a half with some extensive diet changes and gym time. Feeling pretty great!

Thanks to all the editors - I watch your videos at the gym sometimes when I don’t have the motivation to work out. Never fails to give me a kick in the butt to put in the work.

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Oct 12, 2018 16:34:39 GMT -5 [beej] said:

Thanks to all the editors - I watch your videos at the gym sometimes when I don’t have the motivation to work out. Never fails to give me a kick in the butt to put in the work.

guessing ur gym is like mine then, built in YouTube on all the running and cycling machines? I watch videos all the time too, it’s just makes the gym less boring for me I guess and rewatching AD’s YeaOH video really makes me want to edit Shinsuke Nakamura lol.

[Trolly]

Oct 12, 2018 16:34:39 GMT -5 [beej] said:

I’m down 35 pounds over the last month and a half with some extensive diet changes and gym time. Feeling pretty great!

Thanks to all the editors - I watch your videos at the gym sometimes when I don’t have the motivation to work out. Never fails to give me a kick in the butt to put in the work.

Just cause you mentioned you lost some weight I thought I might share my progress too. I was 230 lbs last September and now a year later I'm at 180 lbs, so ive lost a bit over 50 pounds.All I did was going to the gym 3-4 times a week and eating a lot healthier. What I learned is that it's all about consistency, if you're not consistent enough, you're not only gonna hurt the process but also lose motivation to continue with it.It took a while but I'm definitely feeling better now, the process is not over though. I also would like to share that I've transitioned to a vegan lifestyle, and it's one of the best decisions I've made.

[MorrisKombat]

Oct 12, 2018 16:34:39 GMT -5 [beej] said:

I’m down 35 pounds over the last month and a half with some extensive diet changes and gym time. Feeling pretty great!

Thanks to all the editors - I watch your videos at the gym sometimes when I don’t have the motivation to work out. Never fails to give me a kick in the butt to put in the work.

Awesome! In May of 2017, I was 364 pounds but as of now I’m 259. It’s hard but you’re doing a great job. It really does make you feel better!

[MorrisKombat]

First off, I’m sorry if I let anybody down by leaving the site. The praise and constant encouragement from everybody has been amazing for both my editing and my self confidence. I felt like I belonged here.

The main reason for my decision is the simple fact that I don’t really watch wrestling anymore. It helped me through a very crucial point in my personal development and not only gave me a hobby, but gave me an escape. Now that I’m older, though, Ive just lost interestest in it.

Unfortunately, with the transition from teenager to adult coming within the next few months, I realize that I have a lot more responsibilities and important events going on in my life that will prevent me from being able to edit and commit to a deadline. I’m in my senior year of high school and trying to establish more real life interests and relationships. I just got accepted into University for a Bachelor of Arts program with the intent of majoring in psychology, so even next year, that will be my main focus.

Thank you to beej and reed for allowing me to be on the podcast and making me feel like a member of the family here. They also had faith in me when it came to booking, which I truly appreciate.

Thank you to Rev, AD, Durty, Cheeze, and Paroxysm for giving me feedback throughout my time here and helping to better me each competition.

Thank you to Sarcastic for being my greatest opponent and challenging me like nobody before. You’re amazing and you’ll be world champion some day.

Lastly, thank you to my tag team partner Pehrox for not only working with me and helping to better myself as an editor, but also for being s great friend. I’m sorry I had to leave before our tag match, but I believe in you.

This past year with you all has been amazing and I will never forget it. Thank you!

[[beej]]

78 days. My first huge fitness goal has been achieved. 52.2lbs gone. On to huge goal #2.

[-EX-]

Just got some stuff handled for BFC, which should help lead us in a better direction, Thanksgiving and Christmas are coming up, gonna start off 2019 with a Disturbed concert, and finishing high school in June. 

So, not much is happening. lol.

[headcheese (Pom Pom Harajuku)]

I got my add code to graphic design Portfolio B!

[headcheese (Pom Pom Harajuku)]

My head space

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If you read this please do not talk bad about any of the pepole in this please.
And I don't visions of self harm.

I was in a mental space a few months ago and I wronged and waa blocked by some pepole. It really messed with me bad and still kind of does. I have some people I want to talk that seem to want to back at all.

And that's okay because that's there choice.
I have bad belonging issues a lot of my life online, school and in person. It's getting better I have grew closer/befriended so many awesome and kind people in the in past 9 months.

I have on the brink of being a furstration and emotionally hurting people a lot.

Sometimes part of my thoughts is really mean to me and tries to find ways I could have hurt/fustrated. Sometimes my brain obbsess over idea and it gets progressily and spreads fast. Tuesday/Wednesday I my brain was stuck on do I hate tne idea of do myself. What is scary is don't know who I am. Still not sure how to answer it.

I am not okay but, I am better than I was.
I hoping on have a therapist appointment soon.

If you are reading this in the whenever I want you to know I love you, you are valid, and not alone.

Thank you for reading this.

[headcheese (Pom Pom Harajuku)]

Last I did a opening assessment of do a therapy program to get therapy me and the therapist got along. It went pretty well. I hope it helps with my mental health stuff.

[headcheese (Pom Pom Harajuku)]

Does anybody else or have any tips to deal with the feelings were they are afraid to feel good/don't deserve to have a positive opinion about themselves. Dealing with a lot of self bullying recently