Post by whitejefe on Oct 19, 2010 23:48:25 GMT -5
She sits in front of me in American Literature at school. It's a community college, so most of the students are way older. Honestly, I seem to have much better luck with older women, and I'm learning to just accept that. Worse things have happened. Girls just don't seem to like me. I used to jokingly say that they were intimidated by my good looks, but I think deep down I really believed it. What an asshole. Now I just think I creep them out because I wear leather jackets sometime. This cute girl I met the first day of this semester was sitting in front of me, and we had a nice conversation before and after class, so I facebooked her (ugh) only to find her status: "Definitely dropping my biology class! So tired of weirdos dressed in all black trying to talk to me! Take a hint!" And believe me, a hint is something I've learned to take over the years. I was indeed wearing a black t-shirt, and some black Levi's because I was mourning the end of an important relationship, but that's beside the point really. The point is, what a shallow bitch! And most girls her age (my age) seem to be that way.
When I was Philly, both of the girls I shacked up with were older (26 and 21, and I was 19 at the time), and since I've been back, the only girl that's actually pursued me was older (24). The girl that handed my heart to me was my age. So, really, I guess it's natural that I'm starting to gravitate toward older women. In the same class as this 27 year old, there are some fine ass 18 year olds, but fuck em. I've wasted enough time on that shit. The 27 year old isn't super hot, but she's definitely cute and she has a nice little body. Plus, she has a really nice personality and we get along really well. I definitely get the feeling she's waiting for me to ask her out, so I'm gonna do it soon. I'm just trying to determine if she's someone I'd want to spend a lot of time with, because at the moment, I'm fine just being with, my family and by myself. If I want to spend time with somebody, it has to really be worth it.
When I was Philly, both of the girls I shacked up with were older (26 and 21, and I was 19 at the time), and since I've been back, the only girl that's actually pursued me was older (24). The girl that handed my heart to me was my age. So, really, I guess it's natural that I'm starting to gravitate toward older women. In the same class as this 27 year old, there are some fine ass 18 year olds, but fuck em. I've wasted enough time on that shit. The 27 year old isn't super hot, but she's definitely cute and she has a nice little body. Plus, she has a really nice personality and we get along really well. I definitely get the feeling she's waiting for me to ask her out, so I'm gonna do it soon. I'm just trying to determine if she's someone I'd want to spend a lot of time with, because at the moment, I'm fine just being with, my family and by myself. If I want to spend time with somebody, it has to really be worth it.
